did i do the right thing??

did i do the right tthing or have i just fucked my whole lyfe up?? im not sure which is the ryte path for me...im so confused...i cant get to sleep...i cant think straight...wats happening to me...she said shes protecting me...i agree...but i just dont know wat to think...i guess i need time alone for me to think if this the way to glory. if your reading this...im really sorry for everything ive done and said...i hope this is just a phase im going through...i just dont know....im so messed up...i dont know where to go...to my friends??? would they even need me anymore?? im so fucked up right now...

song in my head : no boundaries - adam lambert version

life's a bitch